well i recently fought a 6'3 , 240 lbs guy. , me , im 6 foot, 155lbs.

needless to say i got my ass kicked. but i gave'em hell and thats all that i care about cuz i knew i was gonna get my ass kicked.

i actually know the guy, old friend of the family i havent seen in a while and we arent enemies or any of that shit....were still cool. but he was talkin shit about mixed martial arts and saying that im too nice of a guy to win a fight and he'd kick  my ass cuz he's meaner then me.  fuck that, i was like man dont fuckin assume shit about me, u dont even know me . lets go right now and he was like ok. well the fucker is huge as hell and rushed me. i did pretty good for a guy who was outweight by like 100 lbs.  I  got some mean ass marks on me but they should go away soon. but yeah ill come back at him when im like 185 and beat his ass. that fucker.

you win some, you lose some.

wassup folks(haha, ace )

yesterday i went to ashley's cousin's birthday party. we had to go cuz he has no friends or some shit so his mom was crying that nobody would come so we decided hey its free food and she's a good cook so lets go kick it.  it was pretty tite. There were these 2 little girls singing kareoke tho and i swear i wanted to drop kick them.  for real they were about to get served cuz that shit was annoying.

ashley forgot her korn cd's in my car so hell yeah i pulled a jack move and they are MINE now , bitch.                                                                   what? what?...thats what i thought...shutup. 

also : in efforts to make her xanga more exciting, lisa chan will be putting up hardcore pornography of herself on her xanga site soon.  props to lisa for being so considerate and giving the people who read her xanga what they want to see. 

welll i actually went to sleep before 3am last night and  got some good sleep. woke up hella early, like 7am. but s'all good! shit im happy cuz the past few days i just been gettin 3 or 4 hours of sleep if im lucky cuz of stress. but things are  improving obviously cuz i actually got some damn sleep.

its 8:30 right now and im eatin the breakfast of champions, chicken flavored Top Ramen. hell yeaah this shit i could live off of(and at 10 for a dollar who could resist?) 

i actually got class in a little while.  my psych class. damn that class is gettin whack as hell cuz my teacher reminds me of martha stewart....just fatter.

I went to my dentist that looks like anand  yesterday cuz the tooth he worked on a while ago is screammin everytime i drink something cold. he said he couldnt find anything. im like shit man my tooth wasnt doin this before you shoved that huge drill in it. maybe THATS the problem.

Damn you know, i fuckkin cant wait till next month. the Pride Heavyweight Grand Prix is startin up. Shiiiit its gonna be bangin. you got top 3 HW fighters in it ofcourse(Crocop, Nogueira and Fedor). I am rootin for my man Mirko.  Then you got heath, igor and Coleman(former GP champ)  plus many more awesome fighters. Crocop is the guy who is kicking the other guy(ashley's dad haha.) in the ribs at the top of my xanga.  haha k imma stop fiending over fighting now before  you guys all stop comming to my xanga.

Even though the truth scares me sometimes, i need it to keep going. and i will continue to give the truth as well. not just when its easy to be truthful but also when its hard. because thats how you prove if you are truly honest... having the balls to tell it regardless of the consequences and fear. and i will do it.

k listen up everybody. things are looking up for me. thank you all for your support, you are all good friends and you sure know how to make a guy feel loved! haha. I thank you all.

on another note: im tired of school.  And when i say tired i dont just mean "tired" 

i mean : " I fucking hate this shit, im tired of it and i actually dont want to ever come back but the only reason i am is because i need to stay on my parents insurance and fuck fuck fuck i fucking hate school"   .....anybody feel me on this or am I the only one who is this extreme?

but yeah thank you for your help everybody in my rough times. you can be sure i will be there for all of you when you need me too.   k im tired now, bye!